I was reminded of that particular flavour of new age teacher who has been corrupted by the dark.. you know, the kind of person telling us all the world is a reflection of us, and only change our thinking and feelings and 'poof', the world is as we wish it to be, all nasties gone. gone gone. I'll not mention names, there is no need, they are usually easy to spot, and Im not making this personal; I have been that woman in my past! But spotting them is crucial if we are not to stray from our own essential path!
Many of these corrupted new age 'leaders' live in lala land, presenting a perfect life, teaching enough truth to seduce mixed in with enough lies to paralyse. Starseeds become trapped in a vastly smaller life, and mission, than the one intended for them. Many of these leaders do not acknowledge 'the dark' at all, or the true nature of evil. Some however, do acknowledge the dark (and are therefore perhaps better equipped to confuse people). These leaders speak of the extent of the darkness on this planet, including underground bases full of atrocities, but still they persist with their nice neat equation; to carry on living with their sweet manifested existence far over there, trusting all the darkness will go ‘poof’ for everyone else too as soon as everyone else realises their manifesting power.
Ignorant are these souls of the lightwarriors doing all the dirty work, for darkness does not transmute on its own! The lightwarriors doing the dirty work are the only reason the la-la land spiritual leaders get to live in their delusional bubble of comfort.. along with the dark sides support of said bubble! The dark side rubs their hands together with glee; another potential powerhouse taken out of the game.
I was listening to one such woman and I could suddenly see the truth in more detail; whereas some of these spiritual leaders might be actual dark souls themselves, or empty vessels perhaps, most I suspect, like the woman I speak of, are beings of light lead down the garden path. The information that came to me on this particular woman was that she had been a great power of light, who in a past life had experienced the appalling depths of the darkness on this planet. Now I know myself what it takes to reach down into THAT level of trauma and survive. And I can tell you - a jaded goddess it doth make!! So how can I berate this woman for not endangering herself by truly dealing with her shadow if her trauma is so deep? Would I wish on her where I am? absolutely not.. but I do not wish for her soul to be co-opted by the dark, as it now is, spreading the lie that if only we think positively, we are rescued from the clutches of all discomfort and darkness, and can sit idle on a mountainside, counting our manifested treasures and languishing in our ever growing self esteem through preeching to all those below us who would like some treasure too.
A whole generation of star seeds have sat idle, in the belief they only had to think positively and they too could live in a mountain penthouse, never harmed again, ignore the bloodbath below.
The dark played on our deepest trauma - we have all experienced far far too much pain, over eons - of course we wanted an out! Of coures we did. Of course we wanted to feel IN CONTROL, and never at the mercy of the dark again.
I imagine this woman would have been a truly great light had she not been co-opted by the dark. She might have been teaching people how to truly handle the darkness, and step INTO their missions, not escape onto the nearest mountain lift. (ps, the mountain is a useful, crucial place for respite, I am not berating anyone who needs time there!! Nor am I berating anyone whose mission is to be a leader in the 'lighter' end of the spiritual community, this is not what Im talking about)
Im so angry. Im so angry. Angry because I can still fall into my childhood trauma of imagining for one moment this kind of woman IS better than me, and DOES know the way, and then I wake up and feel the reality... the energy SHE is giving off is that she knows something I don’t, and has something I don’t, and I must follow her to get it. That I am lesser - of course - and stupid, to have not realised what she has realised. Sound familiar? Welcome to the pied pipers of the corrupted new age movement. The anger wakes me up. I return to my adult state - which I can now do after lot of painful recovery extracting myself from the kind of childhood that makes you a perfect slave to such pied pipers - I remember; OH, I can just see her for what and who she is, and not receive that. It is true we 'create our reality', and life 'reflects' who we are - but in a corrupted world run by darkness, who is going to benefit most by contorting these spiritual truths into a blindfold for all the starseeds who would otherwise turn their attention TO the darkness and end all suffering in a day with their collective intent and spiritual warfare knowhow?!!!! (Just as we turn attention to our own internal wounds if we wish to heal them!)
So, to this spiritual 'leader', and all of her kind I say; no honey, I will not fall for your false jewels today, your shiny spiritual career, the smart suit, the smile, the bank balance, the apparent abundance.. A fools golden mansion, with a shadow out the backyard the size of a state. And I send you honouring for who you really are, courage for healing, and all blessings as we all move through and beyond the darks manipulations and out the other side to the new world. No more glass ceilings on the infinite nature of the human spirit!
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